"I Knew That We'd Arrived At A Unified Scene"
God Bless The Hold Steady.
God Bless The Hold Steady.
Yesterday was some biblical shit, as most of the afternoon felt like God was trying to fuss with the Hold Steady's plan to build something this summer by drowning drunken kids in a relentless storm. Apparently no one told him that Craig Finn is down here doing his work and the kids are being redeemed. It's really quite lovely, in a druggy, bloody and ugly sort of way. It fucking poured yesterday, but no amount of thunder, lightning or rain could keep The Hold Steady from holding mass at McCarren Pool. And so when Craig Finn began delivering the gospel, the skies grew blue and fists were raised to the sky. Total redemption.The Devil and John Berryman took a walk together
They ended up on Washington talking to the river
He said "I surrounded myself with doctors and deep thinkers
But big heads with soft bodies make for lousy lovers".
There was that night that we thought that John Berryman could fly.
But he didn't so he died.
She said "you're pretty good with words but words won't save your life"
And they didn't so he died
I wanted to go to the Washington Avenue Bridge, which is the bridge John Berryman jumped off of. I went there and I was standing in that same place where he was and I was thinking a lot about him. It was a really bitterly cold day, and it had been a really bitterly cold day when he killed himself in January 1972. And I went to the library where all of his books and a lot of his effects are stored. I was thinking a lot about that and it was, though it sounds corny, a very moving experience for me. After that I was listening to music and thinking about John Berryman and thinking about a lot of different things….There's a part of A Night of Serious Drinking where he talks about the inescapable velocity of the suicide, or something like that, where you might think halfway down, "Wait a second, I've made a bad decision."